~Meaningful~

Never explain yourself to anyone,
Because the person who likes you doesn't need it
And the person who dislikes you won't believe it...

Don't let someone become a priority in your life,
when you are just an option in their life...
Relationship work best when they are balanced.

When you wake up in the morning,we have 2 simple choices
Go back to sleep and dream,or wake up and chase those dreams..
Choice is yours.......

We make them cry who care for us
We cry for those who will never care for us
This is the truth of life..,its strange but true....
Once you realise this,its never too late to change..

Don't make promise when you in joy
Don't reply when you are sad
Don't take decision when you angry
Think twice...,Act wise....

Time is like a river
You cannot touch the same water twice
Because the flow that has passed will never pass again
Enjoy every moment of LIFE...

When you keep saying you are busy,
Then you are never free
When you keep saying you have no time
Then you will never have time
When you keep saying that you will do it tomorrow
Then your tomorrow will never come....

~BBL~

Ytd,i met a gurl from Hong Kong,her nickname is zAngelicaz
it suddenly remind me of someone...
"BBL" = "Bao Bei Ling"She is my ex-GF...
i met her in online game called "VIWAWA"...
It quite a long time we broke up till now....
sometimes i felt like i'm sooo stupid..
Why i say like that??!!becox i done so many thing that i never
ever done before...Now i remember that i got a note
For her that time but i didnt manage to giv her...now she apart
from me but her faces and voice still very fresh inside my mind..

A Note To Say I Love You

I want to say I love you, but alas you are not here,
Else I would take you in my arms and whisper in your ear
I'd call to say I love you, send my greetings down the phone,
But my call would go unanswered for I know you are not home
I'd write to say I love you, but the method is too slow,
It's the instantaneous feeling that I want you to know.
So this is to say I love you, and it comes straight from the heart
My thoughts forever with you, even though we are apart.

Atlas we broke up in a very easy ways and i cant believe
that i lost my mind for a very 1st time and i feel so stupid
becox the reason we broke is becox i'm not a christian..haha..
Wat a good reason lor....It makes me feel like it jux happened
YTD...but i know very clearly that is edi over for a long time and

Love is a strange thing...reali strange...haha...

ALONE

It been a while that i updated my blog...
I was too busy to update or jux dono wat to write??
Izit becox too much sadness that make me dono wat shud i write??

I think i crazee jor..Right now,i hav to made a hard and serious decision...
Whole nite i cant slp becox of it....shud i start over on the other side??
Or i jux stay the same??which one shud i choose??can i really let go all the things??
And Start Over???My time is running short...Can someone help me??
I was wondering....Wat things make me the most suffer???~ALONE~

~ALONE~
ALONE is boredom
ALONE is boring
Alone is unlikely sad

At times is it Alone good?
Or more likely,needed?
At times,you really need to be Alone?
Or atually,you really need someone?

We'll never understand
Why being people need to be ALONE
They themselves don't understand it

The answer is simple
We don't need to be ALONE
We just need someone
Someone who can understand us~

-Declan-

Sometimes, we really did need a time to be alone
Sometimes, we really did need someone that beside us~~

GEMA RELA AND IKRAR RELA

GEMA RELA (IKRAR RELA)

BERGEMA LAUNGAN SERUAN (SUCI BAHAWA KAMI)
DARI IBU PERTIWI (BERIKRAR DENGAN SESUNGGUHNYA)
MOHON JASA PUTRA PUTRI (AKAN SENTIASA)
ANGKATAN RELA SEJATI (MENJAGA DAN MEMPERTAHANKAN)

MENGEMPUR MUSUH DIMANA SAJA (PERLEMBANGAAN)
DI KOTA ATAU DI DESA (KEDAULATAN)
WALAUPUN SAMPAI KE RIMBA (DAN KEMERDEKAAN NEGARA)
ATAU DI TENGAH SAMUDRA (PATUH DAN TAAT SETIA)

SETIAP LANGKAH RELA BERJASA (KEPADA PUCUK PIMPINAN NEGARA)
BERJUANG UNTUNK NEGARA (MEMBERI PERKIHIDMATAN)
MEMBELA IBU PERTIWI (DENGAN PENUH DEDIKASI)
BIAR APAKAN TERJADI (UNTUK MEMJAGA KESELAMATAN)

INILAH SUMPAH RELA SEJATI (DAN KEAMANAN NEGARA)
RELAWAN DAN RELAWATI (BERSATU KE ARAH MENJAYAKAN)
MENJADI SUMPAH ABADI (CITA-CITA WAWASAN 2020)
KAMI RELA BERBAKTI (DEMIKIAN IKRAR DAN JANJI KAMI)

MARI KAWAN,MARI KAWAN (YANG KAMI PATUHI)
MARI KITA BANGKIT BERSAMA (DENGAN PENUH KEJUJURAN)
KITA GEMPOR BIAR HANCUR (DAN IKHLAS)
BIAR LEBUR SAMA SEKALI

MARI KAWAN,MARI KAWAN (DEMI NAMA BAIK)
MARI KITA SAMA BERSATU (IKATAN RELAWAN RAKYAT)
ITULAH SERUAN KAMI (MALAYSIA)
RELAWAN DAN RELAWATI

MARILAH PEMUDA HARAPAN BANGSA
PUMUDI TIANG NEGARA
BANGKITLAH KITA BERSAMA
MEMBELA NEGARA JAYA

2ND DAY.....~~~

2nd days.......15\08\2009..as i said on 1st day,i woke up early morning and get ready For real training....early morning we were decided into which group and i was decided to the 3rd group..Last group of all....we start "KAWAT KAKI" from early morning till dinner times....damn bored and tired....somemore so MISS my PRINCESS...We "KAWAT KAKI"whole day becox tml will be a competition between groups...1 day break 6 times..but all alo ate curry food....none of them is none spicy de...@@!!nth special happen actually...i hurt my leg when in training..mayb i wont join for the competition cox i cant "KAWAT"haiz...so sad..i told my princess about ths,but she look so sad and disappointed in me....
i admit that i giv up too early...
When i think carefully,i finally made decision to join back...
So after dinner,i told my trainer to let me join back but my trainer
didnt confirm me at that time...so i hav to wait till the next day...
after dinner,i was force to cut my hair to botak...WTH!!!WHY MUST BOTAK???
My look damn funny wit a botak..damn it...I dun even dare to tell my PRINCESS
about ths!!!WUWUWU!!i this that all for today la...bye bye!!!goodnight and wait for tml training again...c ya...

1st day in RELA TRAINING camp in SG.UDANG,MELAKA

1st day in RELA camp...14\08\2009....I reached there around 1.30pm then register myself at the counter...1st image that i give to all trainer is a damn white guy...They say me look like a KOREAN guy who wear sliper and short pant while other wearin smart@@..so after register, i was told to join others in my campus,block E..After keep all my stuff in locker,I was told to go to the hall for some courses...damn boring but i hav no choice....hav to listen...bla bla bla....@@!!!
It keep repeating the same thing until dinner time><...Finally come the PERASMIAN,before the perasmian,i was told to cut my hair to botak... but i was damn lucky...no CUT!!!wahaha...still be able to kept my handsome look...my princess say de..haha^^Lucky whole day got she(STEPHANIE) accompany me sms....i was so happy cox she called me up at nite to accompany me chat in phone....she even say will wait me come back...MORE HAPPY^^..
We chat awhile cox i cant chat long in my campus...somemore tml need to wake up early at 5AM
and start real training at 6AM.Here so cold and quiet....Is like Jail..wish me all the best bah...goodnite!!!

LOL....ytd i went to KL police station called PULOPOL KUALA LUMPUR!!!
One of the isp police call me up say that i been chosen to get a POLICE uniform..
SO,i was called to attend the "KURSUS"...
I go along wit some higher rankin police officer..
At the police station, i meet alot of higher rankin police officer...
I learn alot thing at there...But damn tired...
But i didnt get the the uniform cox I didnt pass the test
But some how,i didnt feel sad or down...
It like expected that i will failed...
Or mayb i jux dun hav the heart to get it?
Lucky i didnt pass....if i passed the test, i will be full time police officer...
Somemore need to go training at camp for 2 weeks...
I was thinkin,wat the hell was that...police wor...
Damn cool huh!!got gun to hold and rank more higher than mine now!!
But wat on my mine??why i dun go for it??
I know that i "sengaja" failed the test so i wunt be chosen...
I like the way i am now..so i wunt be changing for now...
Damn it,feel like so useless and weak...
I miss 2 precious chances to get promote....
Last time saw police officer,will hav weird feelin
BUt for now,i edi get used to it..talked wit high rank police
Even "YUMCHA" wit then tim....

As for today,nth special happen...whole day stayin at home waitin my princess...
Today,my princess got Concert ma...
Just stay at home playin PS2,practicing some card trick and etc...
So,Guess who my princess ler...haha~~
I think tat all for today la...
My Mood still the same....Didnt get any better...haiz...damn suffer..!!
How long i will be suffering from ths matter??
I become EMO GUY!!....

女人不应该让男人太累

我找不到天堂
也摘不到月亮
对不起
让你失望
你的渴望对我是很难
太多人比我强
也承认我平凡
我已经拼命追赶
你的眼神请别那么冷淡
就算再付出
我都撑得住
我不怕辛苦
苦到什么地步
只要你满足
但你何时满足
爱得好累
真的好苦
女人不应该让男人太累
虽然你是我的一切
也别让我感觉
爱你很可悲
爱得好累
真的好苦
从来你不见一句赞美
就算我做的都白费
至少自尊让我保留一点
爱你很可悲
爱得好累
真的好苦
从来你不见一句安慰
就算我做的都白费
至少自尊让我保留一点
爱得好累
真的好苦
我不怕辛苦
可是怎样你才满足
真的爱得好累！！！