It's Too Late

I've always wanted to be loved, loved unconditionally, till the end, till I die...!
But now I've realized I don't have the one whom I really love...

I've always wanted to make someone feel good, make someone feel loved,
But now I know I have ruined someone's life and its all because of me...

I've always wanted to be the favorite amongst all, tried to
But was hurt by the ones whom were close to my heart....

I've always wanted to be the best, but the best never wanted around,
But now I don't want to be best, I did rather believing having the best...

I've have always wanted to touch someone's heart in a special way,
And was never appreciated for that, but now I don't want to...

I'm happy that if love didn't grow in their heart at least it grew in mine..
Always wanted that warm shoulder to lean on and let my tears flow will eternity...

Woke up one night and realized I didn't have anybody, but I don't want anybody cause I am used to crying alone...all alone....and last but not least i want to touch little Blue stars that sparkle in the deep blue sky every night I see them Twinkling away into My heart, I want to touch them now and feel them brighten up my life.... Every time i try, I fail but now I don't want to cause I know, It's too late..... 四年了碧钻，我感动天，感动地，怎么感动不了你？？

~DHPS~